Rich Fool

The Parable of the Rich Fool
13 Someone in the crowd said to him, “Teacher, tell my brother to divide the inheritance with me.”
14 Jesus replied, “Man, who appointed me a judge or an arbiter between you?” 15 Then he said to them, “Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; life does not consist in an abundance of possessions.”
16 And he told them this parable: “The ground of a certain rich man yielded an abundant harvest. 17 He thought to himself, ‘What shall I do? I have no place to store my crops.’
18 “Then he said, ‘This is what I’ll do. I will tear down my barns and build bigger ones, and there I will store my surplus grain. 19 And I’ll say to myself, “You have plenty of grain laid up for many years. Take life easy; eat, drink and be merry.”’
20 “But God said to him, ‘You fool! This very night your life will be demanded from you. Then who will get what you have prepared for yourself?’
21 “This is how it will be with whoever stores up things for themselves but is not rich toward God.”
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Departure of the Eldest
Chapter 1: The Ideal World
In my ideal world, I would spend my retirement back home in the old country, surrounded by siblings—though older and sicker than I am—along with nephews, nieces, and grandchildren. I imagine us spending our twilight years in joy and companionship, filled with laughter and endless visits, as if we had returned to our childhood days when life brimmed with hope and the steady presence of our parents.
My older brothers—two to ten years ahead of me—were my idols, my guides, and my inspiration. I spent my youth striving to be their equal, hoping to earn their respect as they had so naturally earned mine.
In that ideal world, we would all be healthy, free to do the things we wanted. We would go on short trips, bring food, enjoy beautiful views, and return home fulfilled—ready to rest peacefully for the night.
Chapter 2: The Real World
But this is the real world.
Today, my oldest brother passed away.
I don’t know the full story of his death. My sister told me he had been suffering from respiratory distress. He had missed dialysis because of an infected port. He had bloody stool. His body was swollen. His doctor recommended ICU admission, but there seemed to be hesitation—something unspoken within the family. It felt like they knew something I didn’t.
Had he been here in the U.S., his condition could have been managed: ICU for ventilation, an emergency port replacement, and continuous dialysis to flush out the toxins. But he wasn’t here. He was in the old country, where medical care is not as immediate or sophisticated.
I heard that weeks ago, his doctor had advised a CT scan of the lungs. He never followed through. Was it the cost? Was it denial? I don’t know. All I know is that he drove himself to the hospital—his car stalling along the way. He was admitted in respiratory distress. ICU transfer was recommended, but the 15,000 pesos per day cost became the central concern.
Was it a financial issue? Or resignation to fate?
My sister told me he had asked about me just a few days before. No one told him about my mild stroke—we didn’t want him to worry.
It’s a miserable end for a man who once had everything. He earned so much in his prime—enough to support our original family, at least partially—and helped me finish my education. He worked all his life in oil fields. Yet in his later years, he sold off the houses I had purchased for my retirement and took the proceeds for himself.
I was angry—not merely about the financial loss, but over the principle. He never even informed me. He used to brag about his wealth—his millions and accumulated properties—which gave me confidence to entrust him with my modest properties. I believed he was financially secure after decades of desert labor. But it didn’t take long for everything to vanish. The gambling, medical crises, and the children’s continued demands for an expensive lifestyle drained everything.
He ended up old, sick, and with nothing.
Eventually, I reconciled with him. I even helped fund his dialysis and medications. But I often wondered: did he assume that his children would succeed and care for him in his old age? Did he expect that kind of devotion, not realizing how rare it is in real life?
Chapter 3: The Lessons of Loss
He didn’t have social security. He made poor judgments. He failed in business. And until the very end, he tried to provide for his family—who, perhaps through no fault of their own, could not meet his hopes.
He was one of those who lived for the moment, assuming that when everything was depleted, he would simply sleep and die.
He insisted every success in the family was due to his modest contributions—claims we all knew were exaggerated. He gave everything to his wife and children, and perhaps even more to her extended family. Our mother never forgot this. We grew up in almost church mouse poverty while he and his wife looked on. He helped occasionally, yes, but what he gave to his wife and her kin dwarfed what any of us received.
We lived like their perennial inferiors. They ordered us around. We did their bidding. They relished that power—especially his wife.
It only worsened when I began working in the U.S. and took over financial support for our main family. That freed them completely to spend whatever they earned on whomever they chose—and it certainly wasn’t us. They hired multiple maids, threw lavish one-day parties that cost as much as a semester’s tuition for the college kids I was struggling to support. They sponsored pageants, bought new cars. It was a grand life.
Then he retired, claiming he was still wealthy—but it was a lie. All their blessings were burned through.
I fear he may have refused the CT scan simply because he couldn’t afford it.
There are so many unanswered questions: When did the infection start? How many dialysis sessions were missed? Could the swelling and respiratory issues have been reversed? My research tells me that gut bleeding can result from severe kidney failure. Toxins in the lungs can cause respiratory distress. Heart failure often follows.
Whether my suspicions are valid or not, the overall picture is heartbreaking.
He eventually swallowed his pride and asked us—his siblings—for help. But the children he once sacrificed everything for were struggling. The nephews and nieces he claimed to have supported had moved on with their own families. He was largely left alone.
And it was only him who believed in his version of the truth.
Had he saved more, secured a steady income, or built a safety net, perhaps his final days would have been more comfortable. But then again, who among us truly manages perfect preparation for the end?
Even I, with my modest retirement and health-focused habits, face uncertainty. My own support system could vanish. I wonder: will I end up in a nursing home? Will that be my only option?
I don’t claim to have the answers. My brother may have lacked finances, but he had family around him. I, on the other hand, may have a bit more materially—but lack the human closeness he had. There is no one formula for managing life’s last chapter.
Chapter 4: A Fool’s Wake-Up Call
The only constant in my life is the Lord. I trust that He will not abandon me in my old age.
I’ve sat with homeless elders in the park and realized—I’m not so different from them. They may even be stronger than I am when it comes to enduring hardship.
What troubles me most is the anxiety that builds with each passing day.
My brother is now free from all that—from dialysis, medication, the disappointment of watching his family struggle. Maybe this ending, painful as it is, was kinder.
But why do I still grieve so deeply when I knew this day would come?
He had been on dialysis for over a year. He had warned his family that the end was near. He wanted to live, yes—but perhaps he found peace in his final days. I like to think that the support my sister and I offered helped, even if only a little.
Would it really have been better if he had survived, only to return to a cycle of needles, pain, and exhaustion?
Chapter 5: Grief and Grace
I think of my mother, who had every comfort we could provide but still suffered terribly. My father, after multiple strokes, was cared for—but was not truly happy. I remember patients in nursing homes—some screaming in pain, others paralyzed and unable to express anything at all.
Now, I understand them.
It’s so easy to surrender to physical stillness, to retreat into memories. But today, I told myself: Get up. Meditate. Go outside. Walk. These are still within my power. These are gifts from God.
The parable of the rich fool speaks directly to me. I once believed that working endlessly and saving obsessively would ensure a secure retirement. But even in retirement, I kept going: "Just a little more..."
“You fool,” the Lord said.
You weren’t given all these blessings just to labor endlessly. You forgot to live.
2025-05-13 05:42:55
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